28 August 2005

Moody

Something's off today. Leaping to the wrong conclusion, taking something personally with little cause or investigation. A melancholy to match the grey skies.

Aware of it, taking action to thwart the depression I'm so capable of. The battle ensues.

The misunderstanding resolved without me with a mood lift to accompany it. But the darkness hangs over still because I gave in to it when I knew better.

Though I usually find my voice in my writing, I feel like I can't speak today. Loneliness no doubt.

Deep breath, drink some water, feel a little better. Maybe it's just allergies.

2 comments :

  1. Misinterpreting...someone can say something and I'll run with it, til I convince myself they hate me...and all they were doing was asking the time.

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  2. totally.

    Amusingly, being pissed off later in the following post did more to improve my mood than trying to be upbeat.

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